Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. Patience is the level of endurance one can take before negativity. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.
Obviously I am feeling like I am out of patience, but according to the above definition I am doing very well at moving within a patient attitude. I am practicing deep breathing and not making a decision immediately after being provoked. Take a few minutes to get centred, do the research, and then make a decision based on what is best for everyone and taking myself out of the equation. I really should start meditating I sound so enlightened.